What is week this week ("week" in this context not necessarily applying to a specific 7-day contiguous period).
- Juneteenth is upon us again. Why should i care? A Texas state psuedo-holiday carried over due to the venerable St George Floyd (the patron saint of drug overdoses). This should have never gone national - too bad the nation sold out to the scam that was Black Lives Matter.
To be fair, i think most holidays should not exist.
- Best anime name ever: Perv Asshat (from Eminence in Shadow - assume it might be an English name only).
- Been watching some anime (i know people are stunned). Will eventually finish "watching" Attack on Titan. Such a hyped show that i could rarely get into. Though it seems like the author really hated his main character. Though Death Note was severely overhyped too. Also rewatched Eminence in Shadow and Irregular at Magic High School (despite its incestuous overtones - if you're going to set up the overtones, have the characters act on it incrementally - kissing, touching, fooling around, foreplay, implied nudity, etc) through Season Two. Sometimes Hulu doesn't have all seasons available.
Am i the only one who would pick different "love" options in the anime. Seems like the only option i liked was in Naruto (Hinata). Irregular at Magic High School has a semi-clingy character Honoka. That is many guys, including my fantasy, an attractive female so into you that she would do anything for/to you.
i think i've only had one female who semi-pursued me for a week or two. Though it might have been a minor infatuation because i was more physically mature than most of my grade (being on the old side of the grade since my b-day was one month before school started and i wasn't ready for kindergarten at 5). That was in middle school, a girl named Melissa, i didn't know what to do with it. It kind of creeped me out. i wasn't really that much into girls in the 6th grade (what with the potential for cootie infection).
- Dating: i'd prefer a sure thing to the performative hell that is dating. i've always been very open to commitment. If there was a woman who would give me almost everything that i wanted and i didn't have to work at it, that would be preferable to "the one". She doesn't need to be perfect - just committed and willing. It doesn't really matter if i "love" her (as long as it is monogamous, she'll stay with me, and give me enough emotionally/physically in a relationship).
Yes, i have always wanted a girl that is a little co-dependent. Cheap Trick was right: I want her to want me, I need her to need me (paraphrasing). It has always been a dream of mine that a woman would beg me for intimacy (emotional and/or physical). i've always wanted to feel like i was needed and belonged.
Too much time is spent looking for a Ms. Perfect who probably doesn't even exist. i'm kind of fatalistic, so i couldn't bring myself to search (plus i've never been in optimal circumstances). Why bother when, even if she does exist, she will never agree to be with me. Songs and movies have totally lied to me. i kind of wished i would have been assigned a mate as a teenager.
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