This is a little late (but still on the night of Halloween). Unless i say, won a lottery, this day felt like a waste. i dressed up like a homicidal maniac (as Wednesday Addams said "they look just like everyone else") - which is to say not at all.
For some reason Halloween this year didn't feel like Halloween. Maybe it was due to the previously abnormally dry weather, or that the leaves haven't all changed colors and fallen off yet. i haven't even decorated for Xmas yet - the tree is up, but nothing else. The candy, i'm up for - if only Butterfinger wouldn't have ruined the recipe and their peanut butter cups were still a thing.
There weren't even any virgin sacrifices this year. Maybe the state of the world as it is downplays the horror of a slasher flick (are the victims in those the lucky ones). i didn't watch all my horror movies or Halloween TV episodes (i really need to do a list someday).
No i don't have much faith in the future (however much of one is left for me). Things are poised to go from bad to near apocalyptic.
i guess as you get a little more experienced, nothing gives you the sense of wonder and joy you used to get when you were younger. Xmas has stopped feeling like it used to years ago. Maybe if i had someone to live through vicariously.
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