Some people claim that life is a simulation. Assuming that life is a simulation or there is an alternate universe somewhere, i would like to make some creative suggestions in Simulation 2.0.
Also, assuming that i could not change my date of birth, place of birth, and parents/siblings. What suggestions would i get behind? There is some branching here, but not economically.
Economically:
- Net $10 Million lottery jackpot before 20. Possibly $100M later with the advent of Mega Millions/Powerball
- Invest wisely
- Invest wisely
- Satisfying job i'm good at working 20-30 hours a week making $120+K a year (i know pipe dream)
Basic:
- Taller, more athletic, more fit
- More adaptability
- More self-confidence
- Not socially inept
- Better focus
- Less fear of authority figures (like teachers, bosses).
i peed myself more than once in elementary school because i wasn't comfortable asking teachers for permission.
- Parents both live to 90
- More normal: get license at 16, McJob afterward, etc
What i Wish was Different:
- T-Ball/Baseball instead of soccer
- Choir instead of band
- Wish i would have learned piano/guitar at young age (and not have "stupid hands")
- Took school/college a little more seriously. Actually learned to study (never really tried, partially because there was a chance of failure or suboptimal results - possible perfectionist tendencies). Memory was a plus for me (also "good" and fast at simple multiple-choice tests). In writing, i almost never did a second draft.
Relationships: here is where there are multiple different scenarios (some might be morally "wrong")
- Type A: High School/college sweetheart/lifelong friend who initiates relationship aspects (asks me out, kisses me, seduces me, proposes). Direct, says what she wants (doesn't expect me to read her mind). Die in her arms when old.
- Type B (morally dubious):
Cannon:
* 3-to-6-month active physical relationship at 15 with a 16 (or 17)-year-old girl next door (the extremely willing virgin type) initiated by her. Definitely didn't exist in my timeline.
Non-Cannon (what i kind of would have liked, not all are connected)
*After that have physical relationship with most of my crushes (probably impossible, there were many)
* Have baby out of wedlock with a religious female (bible thumper).
* Mini harem: Yes, this might be morally questionable. In this version, 3 women. Have offspring with all (maybe multiple). Unmarried, but committed to all. 1 for cooking/cleaning, 1 for childcare/teaching, 1 wildcard to help or work outside the home (maybe shuffle roles with timing). It is theoretically possible to find this in one woman, but in the modern world unlikely.
Why this questionable morality stuff? i grew up in a religious house. Some of this is rebellious thinking (pre-marital sex, multiple lifetime partners, babies out of wedlock), some is normalcy. Not sure i could be the type to put up Barney Stinson numbers even if every woman in the world was willing. i crave stability and predictability, not a one-time endorphin rush.
The religious female out of wedlock - yes, that seems a little wrong. Part of me wants her to choose me over religion (even if was just one time). Doing something "morally wrong" for my benefit (but not too wrong). Relationship, not a one-night stand.
When i was younger, the concept of marriage seemed awesome to me (and maybe it once was), but in the modern world, it is one more disposable thing. What i wanted was a traditional marriage in everything but name and legal status (why would i need a committed relationship to be officially sanctioned by anyone).
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